When I hear or read of people die, ( most times through suicide )because of depression mostly rejections, I sign deeply, put on my thinking cap. X-raying the different several cases recorded, most of the times, it is because people feel rejected by those who should willingly accept them.
Yes, it is painful, sad and disappointing when the people you love and expect to love you back don't and even scorn you while rejecting you. But that is no reason to give up on YOURSELF. For you see, while they reject you, there is someone somewhere wanting to accept you if only YOU will lift up your eyes from the REJECTION and look into the eyes of ACCEPTANCE.
Families call you a failure, a no good, a useless person? Just because you are not meeting up to THEIR expectations? Trust me, don't dwell on their negative vibes. Rather, look around. Outside, there are people willing to make you part of their families if only YOU WILL STOP THINKING THAT FAMILY IS ONLY BY BLOOD.
Friends ignore you because they feel you are not up to their standards or that you have lost your way? Forget them! They weren't friends to begin with. THERE ARE OTHERS WHO ARE NOT SITTING IN JUDGEMENT OF YOU but just eagerly waiting for you to accept their hands of friendship so they can pull you up and hold you till you are stable to walk on your feet.
KILLING YOURSELF IS THE WORST INJUSTICE YOU CAN EVER DO TO YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU JUST CONDEMNED YOUR SOUL TO ETERNAL CONDEMNATION IN HELL. Yes your body doesn't feel the pains again, your heart doesn't ache again but the MOST IMPORTANT PART OF YOUR BING is what you just destroyed, the SOUL. The body can learn to move on after broken, the aching heart can be healed with love from true love but a dead soul you can do nothing about.
NO ONE, I REPEAT NO ONE IS WORTH CONDEMNING YOUR SOUL TO ETERNAL CONDEMNATION. NO ONE! If your blood relatives rejects you make new families with outsiders. FOR FAMILY IS NOT ONLY BY BLOOD BUT ANYONE READY TO ACCEPT YOU, LOVE YOU and WALK THE WALK WITH YOU. EVEN WITH ALL YOUR FLAWS and ALL. Friends stay away? Make new and better friends. Your lover walked away from you? Get a new lover. NEVER BEG FOR LOVE, FRIENDSHPS OR RELATIONSHIP. YOU ARE CREATED UNIQUE. BEAUTIFUL. HANDSOME. WONDERFUL. LOVEABLE. LET NO ONE MAKE YOU FEEL OTHERWISE.
ALSO TAKING YOUR LIFE IS MAKING THE DEVIL LAUGH EVEN LOUDER AT YOU. MAKE YOUR MOCKERS AND HATERS SCORN YOU MORE. NEVER GIVE ANYONE THAT KIND OF POWER OVER YOUR LIFE AND DESTINY.